HAllOweEn.
where pple put on masks n costumes of pple they wan to be.
to be some1 entirely nt them for once.
i jus did my first halloween party last week. so cool. i got to dress up as a witch. a mod witch to be exact cos my cape was short n colourful n i had a red belt. hAas.
is this y all the kids, guys esp kip bullying mi? hAas. they even made mi be the guinea pig for the "mummy" in the game so they could wrap mi up. SILLY bunch. kip tickling mi somemore tt BOY in the cape with a bleeding heart tattoo.
hAas. the b-dae ger's name was deanna. so sweet n pretty. and when she smiles her eyes become a straight meeky line. how adorable.
perhaps everyone is obliged to put on their own indivdual masks. in this big play called life.
pages in her world
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
our mask in life
Thursday, October 25, 2007
*wadEvA*
relationships?
blah.
i think im better off w/o one. nw tt i see the negativity portrayed everywhere.
be it in 9 yrs of supposedly true love or tt 3 short yet unforgettable moments.
u only have 2 hands. why do u wanna hold 3. how can anyone do tt? n while holding that one, how can ur heart fall for another? is it tt easy?
not for me.
it's all or nothing.
complications. is it tt hard to hold on to just 1? or are pple nw jus nonchalant abt commitments and "a heart for 1"? the number of yrs becomes only a quantitative number. cos marriage no longer holds any meaning. and love is only another form of physical satiety.
im still waiting for tt miracle. tt star i noe tt's always there.
blah.
i think im better off w/o one. nw tt i see the negativity portrayed everywhere.
be it in 9 yrs of supposedly true love or tt 3 short yet unforgettable moments.
u only have 2 hands. why do u wanna hold 3. how can anyone do tt? n while holding that one, how can ur heart fall for another? is it tt easy?
not for me.
it's all or nothing.
complications. is it tt hard to hold on to just 1? or are pple nw jus nonchalant abt commitments and "a heart for 1"? the number of yrs becomes only a quantitative number. cos marriage no longer holds any meaning. and love is only another form of physical satiety.
im still waiting for tt miracle. tt star i noe tt's always there.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
'cos they last.
happy birthday MISTER 1910. ~muAckieS~
we had such a fun time @ hardrock todae.
YES. the food is damn good.
we din have relighting candles this yr BUT the broccoli was funny.
period.
we had 4 different cakes dis yr.
we had 4 different cakes dis yr.
strawberry, chocolate, raspberry cheese and greentea.
YIKES. the horridity of GREENTEA cakes. we all love green tea BUT. tt was difficult to swallow. hAas. n we had such a fun time feedin one another.
*NEH NEH NEH BRANDON CHUA* thank god u din manage to give mi tt piece. heex. hw lucky. *phEw*
tt's ivy n her endorsement of her CLAIMED favourtie ketchup in the world.
plus a test with garlic bread how long brandon's mouth actually is.
the wonders of the world.
to think in a twinkle of an eye 3 yrs have passed since we knew each other. the yrs of change and transition. from SARA-lee cakes to swEnsens to hardrock. hAas. doing things like tt is so coOl. n it has occurred to me tt though we only manage to meet like once in a blue moon cos of our many commitments, we still manage to hold tt close proximity and strong bond. jus like the bonds in HEXANE. hee. no one is exclusive. =)
to think in a twinkle of an eye 3 yrs have passed since we knew each other. the yrs of change and transition. from SARA-lee cakes to swEnsens to hardrock. hAas. doing things like tt is so coOl. n it has occurred to me tt though we only manage to meet like once in a blue moon cos of our many commitments, we still manage to hold tt close proximity and strong bond. jus like the bonds in HEXANE. hee. no one is exclusive. =)
tt's wad i like abt us. friendships. they last.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
smilllee =))
im alrite laaarrr.
=)
n happy tt i have u all by my side.
=)
n happy tt i have u all by my side.
Monday, October 15, 2007
i walk down tt lane
a friend incidently reminded me of the date todae.
and i was jotted into a whelm of mind-boggling possiblities.
to think at tt time i was alone. after a crazie kids threatre party. on the way back.
time allowed mi to reminisce thus.
along tt road i travelled. so vividly familar then yet heart-wrenching now.
fresh down memory lane. i used to catch a glimpse of heaven. when u look me in the eyes. i really dunnoe wad im feelin nw. as always perhaps i've been numb. n emotionless. and then the tears roll dwn uncontrollably. finally.
n i realised it's all over. truly.
n when u come back ard, after painting the town u'll see im almost over u.
and i was jotted into a whelm of mind-boggling possiblities.
to think at tt time i was alone. after a crazie kids threatre party. on the way back.
time allowed mi to reminisce thus.
along tt road i travelled. so vividly familar then yet heart-wrenching now.
fresh down memory lane. i used to catch a glimpse of heaven. when u look me in the eyes. i really dunnoe wad im feelin nw. as always perhaps i've been numb. n emotionless. and then the tears roll dwn uncontrollably. finally.
n i realised it's all over. truly.
n when u come back ard, after painting the town u'll see im almost over u.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
hope
it's perhaps the worst feeling ever.
no way. no way.
it's just too hard to open up again.
she will sit quietly in a corner staring at the gloomy dark sky, awaiting that star to release it's shine once again.
at least she knows. tt's one reliable thing she can count on.
no way. no way.
it's just too hard to open up again.
she will sit quietly in a corner staring at the gloomy dark sky, awaiting that star to release it's shine once again.
at least she knows. tt's one reliable thing she can count on.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
cosmo-us
todae we had another gers nite out!
yahooo~ i met up with my dear val. dined at a jap restaurant at suntec. woohoo! nice man.
but dere was this worm we found in the peas. urghhh.
oh well. luckily the noodles n dessert made up for it. q:
n thankx for tt treat babe. the next kenny roger's on me!
yumyum. cant wait. heeex.
dereafter we went cosmopolitan to have drinks n supper.
dun ask mi why im so red. i dunnoe y. good blood circulation MUST BE.
wad a night! of gers fun, good music and drinks.
i do. cherish u. for the rest of my life.
i will. love u still. from the depths of my soul.
if u're askin if i love u this much. i do.
yahooo~ i met up with my dear val. dined at a jap restaurant at suntec. woohoo! nice man.
but dere was this worm we found in the peas. urghhh.
oh well. luckily the noodles n dessert made up for it. q:
n thankx for tt treat babe. the next kenny roger's on me!
yumyum. cant wait. heeex.
dereafter we went cosmopolitan to have drinks n supper.
dun ask mi why im so red. i dunnoe y. good blood circulation MUST BE.
wad a night! of gers fun, good music and drinks.
i do. cherish u. for the rest of my life.
i will. love u still. from the depths of my soul.
if u're askin if i love u this much. i do.
Friday, October 05, 2007
im in a super highhhhhh mood
TENNIS TENNIS TENNIS
i could play tt all day!! hAaas.
think the 1 hr of sleep left mi super high todae.
i was told by countless pple tt i was crazie. where got lo. so sanee.
i went jogging OMG. clap pple. cos rena NEVER goes jogging.
she hates runnin, esp uphill. but y is it tt pple say she looks damn happy joggin when pple see her jog past the bus stop? hAas.
PARADOX.
from NIE all the way to see her silly eye candy at SRC. OYZ. tsktsk. u n ur cute guy.
n i played volleyball. a while. n got bruised arms. im so amused by the spectacle of the red blood clots. am i sadistic or something? hAaas.
n of cos i played tennis. OMG. so hiong todae. so FUN. to think i was so high the whole day cos of this.
lol. n to think after all tt activity i am still not tired.not yet. at present. hEe.
YAAY. it's a wonderful wonderful day!!!
hops ard. tiong tiong tiong.
i could play tt all day!! hAaas.
think the 1 hr of sleep left mi super high todae.
i was told by countless pple tt i was crazie. where got lo. so sanee.
i went jogging OMG. clap pple. cos rena NEVER goes jogging.
she hates runnin, esp uphill. but y is it tt pple say she looks damn happy joggin when pple see her jog past the bus stop? hAas.
PARADOX.
from NIE all the way to see her silly eye candy at SRC. OYZ. tsktsk. u n ur cute guy.
n i played volleyball. a while. n got bruised arms. im so amused by the spectacle of the red blood clots. am i sadistic or something? hAaas.
n of cos i played tennis. OMG. so hiong todae. so FUN. to think i was so high the whole day cos of this.
lol. n to think after all tt activity i am still not tired.not yet. at present. hEe.
YAAY. it's a wonderful wonderful day!!!
hops ard. tiong tiong tiong.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
dis is for u
HAZEL WEE ZONG XIA
I <3>
i think i do.
rite?
hAas.
I <3>
i think i do.
rite?
hAas.
Monday, October 01, 2007
cheerios to everlasting relationships
things happen. especially when u least expect them to.
not tt it's a bad thing.
it actually makes us realise things happening ard us we've never noticed b4.
n tt's a good thing.
i love all my dear GER-FRENS.
jas, val, fifi, TSY, AZH, 10, ssm, b.
cos i noe the relationships i have with them will never change.
hexane! all my ntu nuts! kiat! kor! jamie mei!
n of cos my dearest no-one-else-in-this-world-understands-mi-better sister n cousin.
n im nt forgettin u MISTER HUM.
plus my family of godmas n dads n multiple cousins of cos.
lol. n to tt person who alw likes to "ruffle my hair":
yep i enjoyed myself at the air-guitar n ear-drum-spoiling-seats. q:
n to you. i loved u. i did.
not tt it's a bad thing.
it actually makes us realise things happening ard us we've never noticed b4.
n tt's a good thing.
i love all my dear GER-FRENS.
jas, val, fifi, TSY, AZH, 10, ssm, b.
cos i noe the relationships i have with them will never change.
hexane! all my ntu nuts! kiat! kor! jamie mei!
n of cos my dearest no-one-else-in-this-world-understands-mi-better sister n cousin.
n im nt forgettin u MISTER HUM.
plus my family of godmas n dads n multiple cousins of cos.
lol. n to tt person who alw likes to "ruffle my hair":
yep i enjoyed myself at the air-guitar n ear-drum-spoiling-seats. q:
n to you. i loved u. i did.