it was a great camp. full of thots and emotions as usual. everyone was all ard my age. so much so i felt i was one of them. opx.
when i see these teens i begin to think. hw would my life have been different if i had chosen to be like them then? they lived lives more exciting than mine. though not necessarily all good things. hw boring to be me. a typical student going thru the typical path moe has set out for us. den on to find a job. get married. have kids. blah blah blah.
hw utterly monotonous huh.
most of these teens in fact looked perfectly normal(with the exceptions of a few extra ear holes here and there and extremely dyed hair) and were nice to tok to too. some were in fact counsellors too even. hw ironic. it was yesterday the trip tt made mi think. they all had fears too. like us. and experiences tt they were afraid to recall. superstitions towards certain issues and of cos physical needs to be met too.
in fact we were all too similar.
but why did they choose to be like so? their inner disciplines disrupted, why so? there are so many questions running thru mi. and i feel so much more wan to move my future closer to tt sector. so i will finally be able to answer all the questions tt i hadnt been able to find a solution to and perhaps, even untie some of the knots within myself, too.
=)