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strength to carry on

lives and deaths are real, factual, painful, difficult, in existence, part and parcel.

some people have the courage to face up to it, some don't, most are unsure - till they experience it for themselves; facing the possibility that someone closest to u might be gone forever.

i can't say that i know this feeling; im considered lucky; im thankful, but i have friends who are going through this and i can't help but question, what if i had to go through the same? they are one of the strongest people i've ever known.

dealing with loss is not quite the same as dealing with the possibility of an eventual loss. it's worse.

u may give the best consolations, u may be the most optimistic, but only under the circumstance that it's not happening to u.

will i have the courage to push it through? or will i falter, crumble, fall completely and disappoint myself?

i hope i'd never know.
i dun wan a chance to find out.
'cos my loved ones are my all and i can't possibly, phantom losing any single one of them.
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