im so ready to cry.
2 days before i fly overseas,
1 week before freshmen orientation camp,
2 weeks just before sch starts,
and so many things unsettled.
i have no hall. (@!$#TGREHYT$#^%)
and absolutely no way of contacting my hall mates of whom i've registered my room with cos they're at work and travel and wont be back till first week of sch. ( !!!!!!! )
because i was not able to get a room.
WHY! cos of some freaking retarded system which gives aljunied 5 distance points, clementi 5 distance points, bukit panjang 5 distance points, marine parade 7 distance points and tanah merah 6 distance points etc.
someone enlighten me, just how far apart are aljunied and clementi?
i think somebody has to help somebody with the maths here. u noe. some pple just havent been able to pass that "time and distance" chapter in primary school.
and ya. while someone is at that already, maybe someone else should inform the LTA too. cos somehow the stations in between aljunied and clementi have all vanished into thin air!
oh my. oh my.
(and to think all i needed was 1 more freaking point to 15.)
and SO
one of my friends have to co-habit with a freshie. someone new and totally unfamiliar.
and technically now they only have half of their room so one of them have to move all their things away to god-knows-where ( !!!! )
which is so impossibilously difficult cos they live perhaps a hundred thousand miles away in china!
tell me this is a small world BUT.
and i have absolutely no way of contacting any of them.
and i cant possibly move all their things back to my home either.
i really so only have a SMALL humble home.
what am i to do?
THAT is only 1 problem.
i have a freshman orientation camp on next monday morning and a pre-camp on sunday night. on the VERY day i arrive from bkk. ( !!!!!!!!!!! )
and i have to stay in school for the next 5 days! till friday!
how am i gonna see my parents!!! my other friends!!!
and then saturday sunday and SCHOOL REOPENS on monday.
( and i still dun have a hall and my subjects are still not yet registered and my friends will still not be back from overseas on top of the fact that my lessons will be starting and i would have to buy books. i do loathe the queues. and the fact that my tennis IVG will be starting. )
and now my right arm is unbendable cos it's in a large bandage.
im officially a leftie now.
and i literally saw my heartbeats through the 2 needles that went through my elbow today. and the massage thereafter was #@%$Y&%^U* painful.
"why do tennis players scream when they play?"
that's the question the doc posted me when he tried to make me relax in order to twist my arm.
i watched the dark knight today.
OHGAWD batman drove a LAMBORGINI GALLARDO ( i nearly spelled it gelato. how embarrassing. ) it's so handsome. the way it whisks down the street. the engine sound. solidified.
and he has a really cool underground lab and a penthouse that's all glass?!!!!!
my my my.
i am feeling a little at my wits end. and maybe a little lower than my usual self.
perhaps my blood sugar is running low on ice cream. i haven had a cone for a while.
HOLD BACK those droplets of water.
im not gonna think abt anything too much for now i guess.
fly myself off the bkk and lose myself in the clouds there for a while.
go crazy over the shopping.
and then i'll be back to face reality.